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Friday, March 31, 2006
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
IM SO FREAKING PISSED THAT I JUST CANT TALK ABOUT IT.

GRRRRRRRRRR
SUNLAO HAS NO SENSE OF HUMOUR WHATSOEVER.
I MEAN ITS AN APRIL FOOLS JOKE FOR GOODNESS SAKE WTF.
AND YOU STILL SCOLD US?
GET A LIFE.

AH TODAY WAS A FREAKING STUPID DAY.
oh ethel's post has a lot of effs. think it'll be banned on school com. ._.
ANYWAYS.
TODAY SUCKED PLEASE.
THE FUGGING CIP PISSED THE HELL OUT OF ME
AND I DONT KNOW WTF MADE ME SO VULGAR ALL OF A SUDDEN IM JUST SUPER PISSED ABOUT CIP.
GRAHHHHHHHHHHH

OKAY.
i shouldnt use caps. i look like im shouting >|
anyway.
yeah. cip we gotta split into groups of 3.
I TELL YOU MAN, I FREAKING HATE GROUPS OF 3. ITS SO SO SO UNFAIR AND ITS JUST SO FRIGGING SICKENING IRRITATING WHATEVER
and so cos of this freaking shit groups of 3, i am now with xinyu and chinny.
i mean okay fine its not a big deal
but its people i've never worked with. people i hardly know. i mean even if i got grouped with jean it's ok. or lydia. but. ohgawd i dont wanna talk about it.
cos well ethel (was it ethel?) wanted to do with gail and emma. which left me out. and cos xinyu and chinny was just 2 people. so she just put me with them. ohgod lah. no offence to chinny and xinyu. im just not very um. shou2 with you all.
i bet if i told someone about this, she'd totally say that it's a good experience to bond with other people i dont normally group with. oh what garbage. i'm happy being just normal friends with them.
OH FREAK LAH IM NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
just THINKING about it brings tears to my eyes. irk.

today in pop. somehow i just wanted to punch the stack of books and wreck pop. but i kept telling myself to relax relax relax.
im sorry ethel for um. shi4 fan4-ing to stab you and punch you.
yes i am not blind, i know vic told you.
even if you all think i didnt see? yes i did. -.-

i feel like saying something to ethel.
but i think its quite hurting.
im really really sorry ):
maybe i'll tell you one day but.
yeah.
<3

a thought of killing myself popped into my mind today.
but i pushed it out of my mind.
trivial matters arent worth my life for.
grah.

laoheng is so -.-
sickening please.
*remembers the potatoes*
ohman i love home econs. and miss lim. (she's miss lim right? T_T)
but then ms wong was so um. qianbian. sorry.
seriously lah. its just LIGHTS and FANS. i'm sure you're very much into conservation.
oh and we promise not to do it again.
*raises eyebrows*

guides pt rocked (:
it was so. um. successful? yeah.
it gave me a sense of success (do i sound like rouying T_T)
and the leg 90degrees thing. i was like holding evelyn's hand. lol
it was super pain lah. for the stomach muscles. T_T
mm after guides i counted snails with dear jean :D
jean rocks mannn (:
anyway, jean and i counted 118 snails in the grass patch next to the quadrangle after the rain. and if that doesnt freak you out enough, there could be more. (:
oh and we saw tons and tons of ants at the drain there. and this spider which probably was gonna eat up the ants. *raises eyebrows*
then jean went off and.. i went to wait for my mum.
hsinying also waited for her uncle. and then her uncle went to the busstop but hsinying told him to go boarding school. so he had to turn and drive back.
sure took him a long time to turn around man. my prediction came true. my mum came earlier than her uncle.
but still, she came at 715. guides ended at 620. T_T stoned with hsinying for a long long long time man. grawr

IRK
YOU KNOW I SOMEHOW REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY THINK THAT THAT CHUNK OF WORDS IS REFERRING TO ME.
I MEAN IM SORRY IF IM BEING SUPER STRAIGHTFORWARD BUT ITS SO OBVIOUS PLEASE.

gah.
i so hate my life.
i hate everything
i hate school.
i hate homework.
i hate sias.
i hate cip.
i hate laoheng.
i hate sunlao.

and any other human being is liked/loved/neutral-ed by me.
yes, even them
dont be surprised lah.
they're neutral-ed. although tipping more to the bad side.

FUG I HATE MY LIFE.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:44 PM

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